Mga bagay na you could learn from Manong Driver.

The DotA game ended in Surf Trip and the players were making bayad na so I decided to go home.It almost 9 o'clock pm na and so I made para the jeepney along taft near Yellow Cab. Walang tao in front so I rode sa harap. Maya-maya there's this smell, it smelled like alak. I make silip in the back and then there's this mama who looks like a taong grasa. And he's drunk! My God I felt I bit scared 'coz you know he might make wala-wala and make saksak me with his payong. But you know what the mamang driver was talking to the taong grasa, being patient I guess. The drunk tg dropped off at Quirino and I was relieved. I said to the mamang driver..

"Ma, nagbayad ba yun?"
The mamang driver didn't sagot me.
"Nakakatakot eh, baka mamaya saksakin tayo ng payong nun.." I said, pabiro
The mamang driver said..
"Matino namang kausap yung mama eh.."
"Di katulad ng ibang tao diyan, maayos nga yung itsura, bastos naman."
Ouch.
"Dapat sa mga ganyan kinakausap ng maayos. Kasi sasagutin ka naman niyan ng maayos eh. Yung ibang tao naiilang, gaya mo kanina diba? Naiilang ka.."
Oo nga.

I do not remember what I said and what the mamang driver said pagkatapos nun. Basta all I remembered that I was made pahiya by the mamang driver. Mabait naman yung mamang driver eh. Tinanong pa nga niya me kung saan ako baba. I told him to drop me off sa tapat ng PGH. Then I went home na.Grabeh whatta night...and it was raining really hard pa.

*****

Nahihiya ako sa sarili ko. I became something I loathe. Putsa, ako tong aasta asta na hindi ako konyo, tapos pinamuhka sakin nung mamang drayber na ganun ako. Para tuloy nag mukha akong makasariling konyo na galing ng La Salle, na walang ginawa kundi mandiri sa mga taong hindi niya ka-lebel. Iniisip ko takot lang ako nung gabing yun, pero hindi eh.

Siguro yung mama, anghel na pinadala ni lord para paalalahanan ako na magpahalaga sa kapwa ko. Pero tangina talaga, nahihiya ako sa sarili ko pramis.

Kung hindi niyo nagets yung entry sa taas, I was being sarcastic by the way.

hayy...naku...

...so finally 2 out of 5 exams are finished. There's another one on monday, but I'm not really in the mood to study right now. One of the two exams..is one hella BS...looks like the 3 I got from the past exam is making a comeback. And the professor doesn't seem to be generous with grades and partial points...and yeah, as the RO players say, ASA. The other exam, I was able to answer, but yeah, stupidity happens and shit.

Joined orgs today, nanhingi ako sa nanay ko ng pera XP. Yep orgs, besides joining our professional org, ECES, I joined NKK. Hehe, ang gastos no. Ganyan sa lasalle, lahat ng bagay may bayad. I've always wanted to join but for some reason I didn't. The thought of being active crossed my mind...but not on my professional org. I think I don't really love my course that well...wahehehe...panlagay din sa resume yan....

Joining our professional org ECES meant joining IECEP (Institute of Electronics and Communication Engineers of the Philippines)...someone said its compulsary so that we could take the board exams, have connections, etc and all those sales pitch. 150 membership fee...langya kurakot. I'm really reluctant to join because I'm really not sure about my future yet. Am I really going to be an ECEngineer after I graduate? Will I even Graduate in the first place? What if I got kicked out before I reached immortality and pursue a Multimedia Arts career instead...(something I really like to do,I think, for now)...and then I find myself a member of IECEP. Parang inuunahan mo na yung kinabukasan eh.

Somehow, I do not see myself becoming an ECEngineer. What keeps me going is that I took a lot of engineering units already, and I'll be wasting my parent's only money if I screwed up my academics now. Nandito na rin lang ako, Panindigan ko na.

Speaking of la salle....ba't wala ang lasalle ng ganito?. All they did to welcome the froshies was a lousy concert during U-break...with a popular alternative band that we've all heard before. Sana mag-karoon ulit ng rockology sa La Salle.

FETE DE LA MUSIQUE is tommorrow. Gusto kong pumunta!!!!!!!!!!

Kaso may test. At sira ang A:/ drive ko. Bad trip.
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Tenshun.

Tenshun. Bigay galang ako sa mga taong nag-cocomputer science. Sa mga programmer. At hindi na ako magtataka kung bakit mayaman si Bill Gates.

Bakit ba may mga taong sadyang matalino. Gaya ng mga programmers. Dati kasi pag sinabi mong programming, medyo ang dating sakin no big deal. Pero letse, ngayong kuma-comeback nanaman ang programming (using C language), nagmumukha nanaman akong bobo. Kami ng mga kaklase ko.

Pasahan diskette. Pasahan program. Its cheating, I know. Pero putek, eto nanaman yung isa sa mga bagay na may tagline na "its either you have it, or you don't." May mga sadyang talentado lang pagdating sa programming. Sino ba namang gusto mangopya ng program? Wala siguro.

I feel degraded and inferior. Ba't ba kasi may mga taong talentado sa programming. Nak ng tinapa...